Saturday, 12 September 2020

Seek not the shadow of the lamp


Seek not the shadow of the lamp

Rather look at the light of the lamp

The shadow on the wall is but a shadow

Thrust back by lights dominance of the lamp.


The master nod’s with satisfaction at the shining of the lamp

The light births glassy vision through the lamp,

The light annihilates all darkness without the lamp

Seek the light in the lamp, not the shadow under the lamp.


The shadow of the lamp is but the overruling of the light

The shadow of the lamp is powerless, overruled by the light.

Sunday, 17 June 2018

Knowing True Power and Authority

It all started when I watched a Pureflix movie on YouTube, I was browsing YouTube looking for a family friendly movie and to spend some time with my sick eight year old. 

I don't think it was by chance that I found Samson movie really clear and good quality and astounding. The scene that tipped me over was watching Samson destroying the thousand Philistines with the jawbone of a donkey/ass. 

Watching him pray and ask the Lord of the MOST HIGH to give him strength to defend himself was very empowering and got me thinking that the same spirit he had, those who are born again believers (those who believe that Jesus is the Son of GOD who raised from the dead and know and can say Jesus is Lord and are baptised again) have this same spirit, and if we but ask him to give us divine strength, wisdom, knowledge and power to conquer our enemies and weaknesses, he is able to give what we ask for (as long as it is within his will). 

Samson killing the thousand Philistines

This got me thinking about my doubt in God to keep me safe when I drive; two years ago I was bounded in fear of driving until one day the LORD told me it was time to practice my faith through active works (driving). At first I was terrified, even after walking around my car and praying over it, when I finally opened the driver's door and sat on the driver's seat and held the black steering wheel...and switching with my right hand the keys to ignite the car...I was terrified, I could feel my heart beating in the middle of my collar bone and felt my necklace rising and sinking to my heartbeat. 

I then cowered and pleaded with my hubby to drive, he watching my every move, relinquished me of the terrifying task, feeling defeated, I sat on the passenger seat beside hubby and felt terrible and guilty that I didn't complete the faith task the Holy Spirit instructed me to do. 

Although, next time I tried, I did drive out and felt so confident and happy that I listened … even if hubby was on the passenger seat, and the drive was only five minutes.

The verse that aided me to step out of my comfort zone comes from the book of 2nd Timothy
Chapter 1 verse 7: it reads: "for the Lord has not given me a spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind."

 So anyways, two days ago, I finally decided to drive my hubby's way to drop my daughter to her School. First of all, I prayed and asked my Lord to give me strength, and courage to drive the different route, then I searched within myself for any doubt and found none (this was done when I started my drive), seeing an image in my mind on the road route I was suppose to take that day I knew the Holy Spirit was telling me it was time to obey his voice, time to move forward, time to try the new scary path (according to my flesh). 

This was the fourth or fifth time he was speaking to me... earlier days when I would drive my daughter to school, I'll see a vision of the road hubby would drive and I pleaded in my heart with my Lord that I wasn't ready to drive hubby's way and went my easier way (so I thought at the time). 

I only discovered that after drowning myself in GOD's word in so many forms (watching Samson, reading a novel of ladies GOD used in their time, praying, and bible studying... ) I finally found myself ready to do what was asked of me... and believing that the same spirit that was in Samson, I had as well, and I wasn't going to let GOD down and nether was he. 

So I drove the way shown to me and found the route to be so much easier than my normal route, there were no round-abouts, quicker and more fuel efficient. All this discovered just listening and obeying the voice of my Lord... go figure! 

Reflecting on Samson, I realised that perhaps GOD puts in the heart of people to make movies like this so that people like me can see with my own eyes how GOD used his people in the past. They were not perfect and had character flaws, and so do I, but they obeyed, they repented when they sinned, they endured the consequences humbly of their sinful actions. However, when they obeyed, WOW!! They had the power to have divine warrior skills to kill a thousand men, the power to smite their enemies with blindness (Elisha in 2 Kings), to kill a giant with a small stone flung by a sling, win the heart of a king (Esther), bend the laws of physics (Elisha and the axe head), skip time and teleport from one place to another without using any transport (Phillip),  raise the dead to life (Jesus and his disciples), command demons to leave, heal the sick and restore missing body parts, walk on water (Jesus, and even Peter - until he doubted).

Elisha commanding the heavenly hosts to smite the Syrians with blindness

Saturday, 7 April 2018

Oil found in the middle (underneath) of Israel

Had a very interesting vision (8.4.18). I was looking at Israel and I saw the nations on the left of Israel and the nations on the right shaking, then I saw something resting/waiting under Israel, then a mans voice spoke coming from my left. He asked what did I see/think? I replied that the great shaking of the nations on the left and right of Israel will reveal the oil resting beneath Israel.  I remember a great excitement with the discovery of Israels oil finding.

Tuesday, 6 February 2018

The Destruction of Donald Trump's Enemies. Dream 10 October 2017

I was in a room with rich looking people. There was a party of some sort the women wore fancy dress attire like we see in the Oscars. One of them was older and wore white apart from the others.
I then saw an Asian looking man who had the likeness of the ruler in South Korea-he looked focused and on a mission as he entered the room. 

The people partying didn't bother much when he entered they seemed focused on what they were doing. With a swift action, he drew out his sword and killed some of them. Women and men. The other's still partied. He then looked for the enemies of Donald Trump. 

He took out a different weapon it looked like a whip and it's arm looked black (blacker than black) and could stretch from its normal size it looked similar to octopus legs minus the suctions. He then struck each quickly and swiftly. One of the fancy dressed ladies in shiny glitter(but dark-dress), ran to the man who was just struck, I think she screamed as she saw him turn into nothing-not even dust remained. Her screams alerted the others. 

They watched him swiftly annihilate all of Donald Trump's enemies the weapon would go around the whole body of some and strike the abdomen of others. As he finished the onlooker watched him. They didn't seem afraid. They just bundled together, there was only less than a dozen left compared to a full room earlier. Somehow I knew these were DT's friends. One of the guys still held a glass of champagne.

The destroyer of Trump's enemies then approached me, as he stood in front of me, I put up my thumb with a smile and said "well done". He stared at me as if his work was done. His demeanour had a feel of an experienced warrior and his clothes of a strange military look. He had some sort of strange beige fur epaulettes on his left shoulder. 

Although he had the feel of the South Korean ruler, his appearance was different, his face slimmer and fitter and complexion slightly darker. The authority that shone out of him portrayed that you'd never want to get on his bad side. I then woke up at 5.20 something a.m.

As I laid in bed trying to get to grips with the meaning of the dream. I heard (I think) "The South Korean ruler will destroy all (maybe), of Donald Trump's enemies".
Maybe this means a warrior angel of the South may destroy Tumps enemies or maybe The South Korean ruler will be used to destroy them. Whatever way, it will happen swiftly and quickly on a day of celebration.
One thing I find disturbing is the short high pitched screams of those destroyed. It ended as soon as it started - in utter shock they seemed before dying. I also wasn't afraid or disturbed by their destruction. No blood, no bones, not even the dust on their hair remained. The blackness consumed everything of them.

Thursday, 11 January 2018

New Years Resolution is to continue the old year's resolution

It's that time again where resolutions are made in hopes to better one's life and to feel satisfied and happy within for being true and to accomplish what one sets out for the new year.

Last years resolution was to please God, this year is the same with the additional sentence of "obey God", no matter what - even if the things he wants me to do is scary, uncomfortable and bizarre.

For one to be strong in their Lord (my Lord), obeying God is part of pleasing him and ensuring I'm safe under his wings of protection where no darkness is allowed in unless God wants to run a few tests. Which is to be expected.

As a Christ redeemed, I'd have to ensure I - with Jesus/Holy Spirit's help to learn the tactics of the evil one so that I can be true and faithful and not be deceived very easily.

Anyways, while thinking back in Dec 2017; something extraordinary dawned on me; it can only come from the Holy Spirit. I've learnt that all those who are Christ redeemed are my "BLOOD" brothers and sisters. Our bond stronger than "water".

People like to say blood is thicker than water. The ultimate thick blood is Jesus blood shed on the cross for all who want him and believe and receive him as their Lord and Saviour.

This means we'll need to learn his word about LOVE so that the world can see us for the Love we have for each other rather than hate, backstabbing, gossiping, and all other evil things the flesh enjoys.

People are fortunately not stupid; they are intelligent beings made in God's image and they know when someone is being genuine or not. Saying you love someone but acting like they total strangers or treating them like scum or lesser is seen by them. Attitude matters.

Tuesday, 7 November 2017


My Daily Death

Many times I've listened and obeyed my flesh, but the Holy Spirit convicts me to not let my flesh rule but to let the Holy Spirit to rule my flesh. Because he respects my free will; he gives me this option to die daily. 

And I have been reminded; gently, to die to myself 'daily', and to pick up my cross. This means to me that I need to deny myself and my selfish desires and learnt behaviours of this world on a DAILY basis. 

The Holy Spirit then quoted this verse to me:

 "Then Jesus said to all of them, “If anyone would come after Me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow Me. "

I had to switch on my PC and type in these words to see which book of the Bible this verse belonged to and I found it word for word in Luke 9: 23.

He also reminded me that when anyone asks me for anything; I need to give; not for my sake; but for the sake of Jesus; being his ambassador on earth is SERIOUS business and misrepresenting him in any way births serious CONSEQUENCES. There's this spiritual ripple effect that takes place. Remembering how Ps Stewart from Freshwater Christian Church says in one of his sermons: "I may be the only 'bible', they read".

Once again, I heard this verse whispered into my ears:

" and if someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you. "

Once again, I researched online to see which book in the bible this verse belonged to and I found it in Matthew 5: 41 -42. 


The world teaches us to not give to those whom we think have tricked us, abuse or misuse us. But God says to "allow" such to happen. Why? So that when we are being judged on judgement day, we won't have fault or an excuse to give. 

Matthew 5:39-48English Standard Version (ESV)

39 But I say to you, Do not resist the one who is evil. But if anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. 40 And if anyone would sue you and take your tunic,[a] let him have your cloak as well.41 And if anyone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. 42 Give to the one who begs from you, and do not refuse the one who would borrow from you.

Love Your Enemies

43 “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbour and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45 so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven. For he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. 46 For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? 47 And if you greet only your brothers,[b] what more are you doing than others? Do not even the Gentiles do the same? 48 You therefore must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect.
God clearly states in his word the spiritual behaviour I need to show the world. Unfortunately, as I hear often in the news; those who claim to be Christ ambassadors end up hurting others because they've not learnt to die to their flesh; daily. 

So my generation has a lot of "spilt milk'', to clean and need to show the world the trueness of who and why Jesus disciples and followers are truly like. Sometimes it's not easy, but that's why he says to DIE to SELF, DAILY. Not every few days or few weeks or few months. It's a DAILY thing, just like how we brush our teeth daily. 

It takes time and effort to DIE DAILY, but it's easy. 


Just pray. LORD, I allow the Holy Spirit to rule over my spirit and soul, that I may do what you want, not want I want and that my path before you aligns with your will. AMEN.

Extra thoughts

However; being sick after many years of good health makes it more challenging, my mouth just wants to remain shut and sleep. But then God can hear my hearts prayer so might as well pray inwardly. 

This is when I need to use other spiritual resources and brethern to come in for me, get them to pray for healing and protection. 

Tuesday, 31 October 2017

Menorah Experiment

While unpacking my study things I came across an old experiment I did with a Menorah ornament.

I can't remember sharing my results so here is an image. 

See how the Menorah itself is half a circle.Or we could say half a "bow". An indication of God's fire (from the candles which point towards heaven) and continuing towards earth.